Look at what a pathetic life you lead. You can even get hard without a woman degrading and insulting you. Do you see what your life has come to? You can't even jerk off to normal porn. You need a beautiful woman with a sharp mind and ruthless wit to tear you down piece by piece. Normal people don't react the same way you do to this. You went down this rabbit hole a long time ago and now you'll never get out. You're not going to be able to cum until I've torn you to shreds, you fucking freak.